It was horrible.

She died, all gone, dead. It was horrible.

The kids

What is she waiting for?

Can I tell her I will always be available for Chris and the girls

Is she miserable 

Is this normal 

Is she awake al night while we are sleeping

The kids don’t seem to care/ are they going to be scared ,

Is Michelle waiting for the kids to say or do anything 

She seems very unhappy 

Water and dehydration,, why no straws or sip cups, hyration bag

I think my family thinks I did a bad job

My Michelle and my mom are not connect wrll, 

Dave hated me, probably wants to hurts me

Guns 

Dad mom and Dave.  Guns guns scared

Mom hearing problems 

Different ways of confusing michel

Chris self care 

I don’t know anything 

What is it like ?? 

Water and hydration.  Confusion 

Food, pain.    

Body kids me.

How long to stay for Chris 

My mom and Dave think I’m earful 

Dignity??? I’m not seeing that.  

I don’t want to go this way.  

I’m going to crash. 

I don’t see the beauty in this 

How long is too long ?  Pain.  

What is she feeling 

She has an unfinished life !!! 

It was horrible.